Well, where do I even begin. Dialysis didnt go so well this morning. They actually had to stop in the middle of it because they didnt think he would make it through it. They brought him back up to the room and told us they were calling in the Pallative nurse. What she does is talk to us about our options like Hospice at home, hospice at nursing home or hospice here at hospital. We have chosen to do Hospice here at the hospital. That way we dont have to move him at all. They will make sure he is as comfortable as he can be and let nature take its course pretty much. In her opinion we are looking at days. Cant believe I just had to type that. I dont know how I am even standing but I have a God that is giving me the strength. And the best family and friends. We are keeping each other standing.

I will say I did get to go in by myself earlier. Oh my goodness I am so glad I did. I sat with him and told him that I loved him more than anything in the world and that he was the best daddy and paw paw a girl could ever ask for. He told me he loved me and that I was the best daughter ever. I told him that it was okay to let go and that I didnt want him to hurt anymore. He actually put his arm around me and hugged brought me down and he kissed me. He hasnt been lucid all week so that was the greatest gift God could have ever given me in these last days.

For his family and friends that would like to say goodbyes, please come today or tomorrow. And thank you for your prayers and support.